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About me

Hello, I'm Caitlin. I'm only slightly extraordinary. I'm smart, I can give myself that. I'm musically inclined. I'm also not what I used to be.
I've changed over these last few years. I know people say that often, but when I say it, I really mean it. I'm not that immature, close-minded, vulnerable child anymore. I know things. I know what's right and what's wrong, and I know some things are neither right nor wrong. I've found that life is full of tough choices and no matter what you do, someone will be displeased with your decision. I've learned that sometimes you need to just worry about yourself and what you think you need the most.
I know what it feels like to have your heart break. I know that it feels like you're dying from the inside out. Like someone is just tearing your insides apart and everyone is just sitting around looking at you wondering what's going on, but no one really cares enough to ask.
I know what it feels like to lose someone to the reaper. I've learned that death is a part of life and you have to let go because if you don't, you'll never get anywhere. You'll be stuck where you are right then because you don't know how to move on.
However, I do know what it feels like to have someone there at your side whenever you need them. I know what it feels like to have that one person you can count on to understand you and your thoughts. I know how it feels to have someone who I can literally tell absolutely everything to and be completely me around without worrying about being judged. Her name is Amanda and she's my best friend. We've known each other for nearly four years now and I'm so thankful we became friends because if we hadn't, I really don't know what I would do. Honestly, this girl is the best friend I've ever had. I can't express how much she means to me.
Aside from that, my life is boring. I'm in marching band. I'm a senior in high school. I'm 17. I have my license, but I can't afford a car. I play bass clarinet and bassoon. I aim to be a doctor someday. I don't put up with petty bull shit because it's a waste of my time. If you like causing drama, you aren't worth my time. That's it.

• Shoot, just don't miss.

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